it’s four a.m. again

father, forgive me this sin

uncomfortable in this life, yeah

I can’t put down this knife, yeah



I’m carving words in my arms, baby

hey, scars are part of my charm, maybe

I need the touch of a hand

this isn’t what i had planned





I need relief from this life

I wanna slip away into the night

don’t wanna see the sun again

but can’t get swallowed up by this tragic whirlwind

I wish the ocean was warm

I feel like drowning



I’m losing my faith in me

I can’t remember the last time i felt free

from voices inside my head

when I taste liberation, they just feed me fear instead



you say I’m out of control

at least i still have a soul

no, I don’t need your advice

some compassion would be nice







I can’t take any more of your pills

they hold my head up

but still it feels so wrong

I can’t believe the price that I’ve paid

for this chemically-induced, perceivably ideal, take-it-with-a-glass-of-water day

Drowning歌词

Jay Brannan

简介： Jay Brannan于1982年出生在德克萨斯州一个中产阶级家庭是一个石油工程师和教师的儿子他说他的家人是保守的浸礼宗教徒

it’s four a.m. again

father, forgive me this sin

uncomfortable in this life, yeah

I can’t put down this knife, yeah



I’m carving words in my arms, baby

hey, scars are part of my charm, maybe

I need the touch of a hand

this isn’t what i had planned



[Chorus]

I need relief from this life

I wanna slip away into the night

don’t wanna see the sun again

but can’t get swallowed up by this tragic whirlwind

I wish the ocean was warm

I feel like drowning



I’m losing my faith in me

I can’t remember the last time i felt free

from voices inside my head

when I taste liberation, they just feed me fear instead



you say I’m out of control

at least i still have a soul

no, I don’t need your advice

some compassion would be nice



[Chorus]



I can’t take any more of your pills

they hold my head up

but still it feels so wrong

I can’t believe the price that I’ve paid

for this chemically-induced, perceivably ideal, take-it-with-a-glass-of-water day